I put these limits on what I admit to feeling about you because I know that you're in no position to have someone in your life.
There always seems to be this moment between you and I.. .
The air seems so still and thick to me, and you're already walking away,
But I ask anyway.
It will be late and I know you're not in the mood for anything cheap and physical, and I don't pretend to think I'm even on your mind,
I ask you to come over even though I'm tired,
Even though I know I won't be able to sleep because I'll be so busy considering how amazing and warm you seem to me late at night.
I ask because for some reason I want to hold you and tell you that it's okay-
That you're thinking of someone else.